Hi,

surfing the internet looking for something like this forum...
in the last 2 years i've become very interested in dreams. In the years before i had a few dreams which i still remember, but never gave them any special attention. Simply because i didn't know back then that dreams could have hidden meanings...untill i had some strange experiences, which i now know could be named sleeping paralysis. A few months after those experiences (which had scared me a lot) it was like a little snowball began moving down a large hill, growing bigger and bigger...

Through people and things around me i started to feel like i had entered some kind of story...just out of curiosity i once tried to meditate and after this meditation i fell asleep...having the first real clear dream (kind of lucid one)...from there my interest in dreams had it's kick-off...

I wanted to know what this dream meant to me, because i knew this couldn't be just-one-of-those-dreams. In this dream there were 3 times that i suddenly couldn't see anymore...thought i was going blind. I tried blinking my eyelids and every time my sight came back. In this dream i first sat down next to a baby...when standing up my sight dissapeared. Then, able to see again, i found myself standing in front of a mirror...again my sight dissapeared...after blinking and getting my sight back i wanted to look at myself in the mirror...but i didn't see my face...the only thing i saw was 1 eye, with a pink iris in it. After this my sight dissapeared for the third time...when it came back i found myself standing in front of 2 glass doors...this is where the dream ended...
Some people told me that those two glass doors could mean that i was going to remember. This didn't make any sense to me back then, but while time passed by i dreamed and learned more and more. I suddenly could remember lots and lots of dreams...

It looks like there's some sort of a pattern in my dreaming. From time to time there are a few weeks in which it feels like i'm not dreaming at all. Then, out of the blue, strange/great dreams are remembered...after these big dreams ordinary dreams follow. It's like everytime those big dreams show up there's something new i have to learn and that the ordinary dreams show in which way i could/would handle that new something...after the ordinary ones the dreamless time follows...

Well, a long story...to be short: i'm really interested in dreams and believe that they can learn us a lot...

Greetz Snowflake