Hi, I've always been interested in lucid dreaming, but it's not known
much in Korea. However, alot of people are experiencing what I believe
is the WILD state, and in my country we consider it to be a bad thing, or
an encounter with a ghost. In fact most beginners get scared at the early
stage of it, and I guess these scary thoughts makes images of ghosts or
sounds of ghosts. I wanted to experience this so I did some research and
intentionally induced the WILD state. At first I heard wierd ringings in my
ears and saw some lights. I got scared and tried to scream and wake up,
but my body was paralized and my voice didn't come out right. My body
felt like it was sinking and floating away. man that was freakin' scary.
I've never been more scared in my life. Anyway so I decided to try the
other way, to realize I'm dreaming. So I started to keep a journal yesterday.
I think I remember most of my dreams pretty well. First I dreamt in
English, about me being with the actors from "That 70's Show" and,
Fez was speaking perfect English and stuff, then smoothly everything
faded away and turned black. I realized I woke up, but I didn't open my
eyes. Then I remembered I have to write this down, so when I popped
open my eyes, Suddenly! I fell in to a violent WILD state. I heard that
strange ringing in my ears again, and I felt my body was sinking again.
But this time I remained calm, and told myself to be calm. Then suddenly
the ringing stopped and the sinking stopped. But I felt my body was floating
I couldn't open my eyes cause' I was afraid I might see a ghost. I heard
when you see a ghost at this state it's nothing compared to seeing ghosts
in TV or movies. It's so real you crap your pants. anyway, then suddenly
I turned over and got on my knees (un-intentionally), then started to bang
my head like a rock star. It felt like as if someone else was controlling
my body. Then after about 15 seconds it ended, and I fell asleep.
Any thoughts on this?
oh and I really can't realize that it's a dream when I'm dreaming.
everything just seems perfectly normal, for example on the second dream
I was marrying this Korean girl, but her father was Morgan Freeman.
and I didn't think anything was strange. I was even driving on top of
buildings and stuff. and I think I saw Oprah when I jumped into the river.
and saw a S.W.A.T guy beat up some dude with kick boxing.
but everything felt just normal, and I didn't even had a chance to think
to perform a Reality Test. can't even find common things in my dreams
everything changes so quickly.
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