If I could leave, walk away, or do without these dreams, believe me, I would have been done so a LONG time ago, as I certainly haven't really enjoyed having twelve years devoted to this 'problem' that I can't fix.
I'm sorry if I sound frustrated, but that's just it, I am. I have even tried hypnosis to get rid of the dreams. It doesn't work. I have tried every technique I have read about, and nothing has worked. If I don't remember the dreams, then I am still left with the lingering emotions and feelings I get from the dreams. To me, its as if I am LIVING the dreams, not dreaming them, but at the same time, I know I am dreaming when I have them. I am fully aware that it is not 'real life', and that I am asleep in bed. But I still feel like I have a memory, not a dream.
I think what I need is a pyschiatrist, not a dream analysis. Thank you both for your time, I appreciate your trying to help, but I know now what I have to do. If you are an admin or something, please delete my account.
I have an update below. It is not shameful, in my opinion, to seek help from a professional when one doesn't feel 'right'. I am just glad I did and was able to rule things out.
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