Hello. I began following this website about 2 months ago and I'm set on LDing for a multitude of reasons.

I'm joining today to voice a problem.

I've been practicing recall techniques and RC's intently, and attempted to WILD last night. I fell asleep at about 12 and was woken at 6. However, my will failed me, and I decided not to get up. Later, I had along series of dreams, culminating in one particularly vivid one. I was at home (a different house) and my parents and borhter were there, as was a very attractive woman. I was naked, as was she. I basically chased her around the house, performing sexual acts on her, and she submitted. She eventually left. When she came back, her jaw was broken, yet I still insisted on gratifying myself. I eventually caught up with her an, effectively, raped her.

None of this felt conscious.

Afterward, I walked over to my brother and said, "You know, I would never do anything like this in real life." He replied with, "It's good we're close enough to be open with each other about things." I don't remember an epiphany: the words slipped out of my mouth, and the dream continued on - it was realistic, but I don't remember feeling much.

What happened?