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Hey Guys and Gals, I'm new to this forum...and to any forum discussing these topics. I've always studied and practiced alone or with the help of a monk teaching me astrally / Lucidly from the east some place. Yeah, thats weird, I know. The problem I have is bringing enough consciousness into the dream to do something. For example I can fly at will while partially awake, summon fireballs, walk through walls...basically anything I feel like / Will myself to do, This includes real time manipulation of the dream environment with an effort of will. But When I become fully awake and go "Hey Im totally awake in my dream." What the hell do I do then? Literally that's my problem, I awake but don't have enough consciousness to decide on a course of action. I am a bit too good at thinking of nothing I suppose. And find myself entering back into the fun of the dream. I am always partially awake in my dreams. I've come to understand that this is what allows me to identify external influences instantly. This is a bi product of some extremely unpleasant encounters when I was younger. If you are "into" demons and such feel free to ask. I'm interested in learning more control and more importantly multi dreaming / astral, etheric travel...as in meeting up with others in the other realms and exploring as a team. After that I wish to merge this with real time remote viewing...which I guess it wouldn't be at that point. To actually go see something you want to in the physical realm while moving in and out of another. Cheers!