hey every1

well to Introduce myself im Dillon and i never really go on a forums for dreams cuz i thought dreams are just random things that happen when you sleep with no real relation 2 life but last night i had a dream which has me completely baffled

okay so before i say my dream let me apologize i dont know if this is the right sub forum 2 put this in but i read a little and i tried 2 search theese forums but came 2 no avail

so if sum1 could give me a link explaining what WILD DILD or Lucid means thatd be great

okay so ill start off by giving u a bit of how my lifes goin as of now. Basically i like this girl that i knew since i was 6 and now im 17 we havent really talked tho until this year. now i just finished up with a break up and i wanted 2 move on except i dont know if this girl wants a relationship with me or with someone else but in a way i feel shes considering me strongly but she doesnt want 2 start something with me cuz she has feelings for sum1 else at this moment. So i thought about waiting becuase i didnt want 2 get into a relationship with someone else becuase i had strong feelings for this girl... except from out of the blue a close friend of mine said she liked me alot but i dont really have any feelings for her but i never rejected sum1 but finally i did and she accepted it but i think she still really likes me and really wants 2 start a relationship with me and i want 2 give her a chance but theres certain turn-offs about her but i believe in giving every1 a clean sleight because feelings can be gained and lost during time and people can change so even if her past is a bit tainted i still wanted 2 give her a second chance contrary to what friends have told me to do

now onto my dream...... okay this dream was EXTREMELY vivid i never felt anything like it or had a dream like it but i was in my church which was the same church me and the girl i liked went 2. now we were on the altar doing a presentation 2 the rest of the church except the church was empty. also i was a child and so was all the other "kids" on the alter except i only recognized 2 of them. to my right sat one of my best friends gf and me and her are cool and i have no feelings for her but her and my best friend have been dating for 4 months so i personally think their relationship is strong and just getting stronger and in a way i guess u could say i envy their relationship and i want something like theirs. and now to my right was the girl i liked as a child. i knew the 2 girls were children but i couldnt focus on their faces 2 really acknowledge them but i knew who they were. so anyways i started talking to the girl i liked and playing around with her i remember me playing or tickling her feet at one point if thats any help. so all of a sudden the church went quiet and it was my turn 2 read some verse in a booklet and it was written in a weird manner. this caught me off guard so the girl 2 my left (friends girl friend) helped me read it. i made a complete idiot of myself however becuase i could bearly read it and gibirish came out of my mouth so i sat back down quickly embarassed. i looked over to my right and i saw a childrens painting of what seemed like 2 red roses which the girl i lied was holding. she just held it however she didnt show it 2 the audience but all of a sudden she started 2 sing and it sounded angelic. i cant remember what she said becuase i knew i became entranced with her voice but all i remember was her saying the word beautiful or beauty if thats any help. after she stopped i snapped out and came "back 2 earth" but i also noticed that she became really close 2 me and her left shoulder was right beside my lips and at one point i was debating kissing it. also i noticed that as we were presenting people were constantly walking into the church especially when the girl i liked started 2 sing more people walked in. lastly i noticed that as she was singing everyone on the altar started 2 mature and grow up and at the end of her song i went from a 6 year old (i guess) to my age now ..17

and that was my dream the most vivid dream ive ever had i woke up and fell asleep after and had a couple of other dreams but they werent as vivid nor were they relevant 2 the dream above

OH and also during this dream when i first entered it i kept on saying THIS IS A DREAM IT HAS 2 BE A DREAM but it felt so real so my body started 2 believe it was real

thx for reading any help advice or anything is much appreciated