The real reason i want to get to lucid dreaming is to find out a question that has been haunting me for years...

Before i get too far into lucid dreaming, i wanted to know if the mind can answer questions like this in lucid dreaming, or if there is some time of other psychic thing i should try to obtain this. I read somewhere that lucid dreaming helps with questions, but i just want to be sure.

My question is:

(before i state it, i know everybody at one time has this feeling... well i think so atleast... and its kinda weird. so please no flaming or anything, i dont want to start crying hahaha)

I am 16 and i live in a little town of Wyoming. Along time ago, when i was about 6 or 7, i got this feeling for the first time. It was a feeling that, i wasnt supposed to belong where i was, and that what i was doing, wasnt what i should be doing. of course, i was only 6 so i didnt know what the feeling meant until about 6 years later when i got the same feeling back again (and had recognized it)

The feeling, i will describe. Its the feeling of wanting something, but then not wanting anything. When i get this feeling, its like im supposed to do something, and im not supposed to be here, in my bedroom or wherever the heck i am. Its like, im supposed to be doing something great, but i dont know what it is. the feeling commonly makes me sick, and i start to get really antsy and try to figure out everything. I found that i get this feeling more when there is a dark thunderstorm, but now more then ever, i have been getting this feeling ALOT, even when it is a nice sun shine day.

My question is, What the heck am i feeling? and why? am i supposed to be doing something else? or am i supposed to be staying here, doing nothing about it? the main feeling i want to know tho, is what the feeling just means. like what it realy makes my body want to do. i guess im confused (hence the name) and i want to get answers.

So i kinda got de-railed with my blabbering, but do you think that Lucid Dreaming would help me to find the meaning of this? If not, then what would help? If this isnt the place to ask, then im sorry and you can delete my post. i just want answers, and im very troubled over them, and i just want to get a way to find the answers i want.

Some other things that could help in deciding are..

im sure alot of people get this, but i have the numbers " 9 " and "11" appear to me alot. more then any other number, or any other object that is. and they are never together, as 911, so i know its nothing to do with the 911 attacks. and also, i have no family members (that i know of) that died in the 911 attacks. so i dont think it has to deal with that.

i can go into alot more detail about myself, but i dont think this is the right forum to do so.

im just asking, is Lucid Dreaming a way to figure out my questions?

thanks everyone who even cares to read my post ^^