my only concern with "letting it happen" is that in the past.. several years... i cannot recall a single dream that wasnt brought on via one too many drinks... and even those i can only recall that they existed.. nothing more...
ive gone through my share of bad stuff happening and i think that has alot to do with it so im wondering if i can use reverse psychology.. if i can dream again, perhaps it will be that much easier to let go of everything else...

i'll surely be on the lookout for floating things and oobe's tonight though