I'm starting to try WILDs at 4 am, I did one at like 10 pm before, but anyways... When I woke up at 4 am, I was like, I'm too tired to do anything, and I have no real motive. Also, I'm a bit scared cause I usually wake up from a dream at that time, and my last one didn't end well.... I then go to sleep normally and have like another dream or 2, and I ALWAYS don't know I'm dreaming, Its crazy. How can I be that stupid in dreams?!

Although, I had one dream (last night, 2nd day of 4am wake ups), where I was thinking of dreaming, and my view started to get blurrier, hinting that I entered a dream state. I jumped all around for 3 seconds so excited that I actually had a dream (inside a that dream , its weird) but then I woke up... WHY DIDN'T I REMEMBER TO STAY CALM.. why the hell don't I think when I'm in a normal dream?!? (excuse my language). I know to stay calm in a dream... but when I'm in it, I lose my mind sorta. Anybody feel my pain?! Its just that all rational thoughts in dreams for me go down the potty!