Ok, well I'm still having a bit of an issue with the eyes moving... but there's another problem, that I think is the main thing holding me back.

Should I act/try to feel tired or awake when trying to relax? I know its a weird question... but should I like try to be consiuously tired... as in going to be tired... or should I be like wide awake consious? Its hard to explain. I know I should be relaxed, but I think I am maybe too relaxed and not paying enough attention.