After more than five months i finally got my first lucid!

I've been trying for a long time now. DJ and RC.

Finally last night i got it. I don't remember WHAT made me lucid but i remmeber very clearly thinking. "Yes, this is it. I am dreaming." And then i got anxiety of what to do and how to stay lucid.

So i recalled my two things i wanted to do in my first lucid. One was flying and the other one was going to a special appartment in my home town.

I started running forward in my dream and then i jumped and started flying. It was great. However i was not in my own town. I might have been in sthlm or another of the larger swedish cities.

So when i landed again i started trying different things to get back to my home town. I wished for it to be around the next corner and alot of things.

Then i remebered somone telling me something about spinning being a useful thing. So i closed my eyes and started spinning. When i opened them i was just very disoriented and confused and fell to the ground. And i think i lost my lucidity there.

It was one of the greatest experiences i've ever had.
And the funny thing is, two nights before, i had'nt recalled a dream in almost a month. So i placed my Dream jounral in my desk and thought. "I'm never gonna leaarn this, fuck it". And then it happened!