Well I've only ever had one lucid dream, and ever since then I've just been intrigued by the whole idea of it. My first (and only) lucid dream was a couple of years ago, and my friend and I read something recently that sparked my interest about lucid dreaming all over again, only this time I really want to do something about it. I figure that if I've had a lucid once I could have it again, right?
well I tried the...er...wbtb? technique, in which a person sleeps for 5 hours then wakes up and then returns to bed after being awake for an hour or so. Well I did that, and I didn't achieve lucidity...which is sad 
BUT something did happen which Im hoping to understand: I was doing the counting thing, the whole..one i'm dreaming, two I'm dreaming, etc. Anyhow I was starting to drift to sleep, but caught myself and pulled back a couple of times. I was hearing voices, and I kind of remember a guy in a cloak, and one voice that said soemthing like "Your Fault!", and that one line startled me out of almost drifting to sleep. Then the voice just echoed in my head, turning into a kind of throbbing pulse. I started to feel this like tingly sensation rush over my body, along with this kiind of like humming and throbbing, and it started to get more and more intense- and I felt like I was vibrating, almost a little violently, and meanwhile I'm trying to push down my panic/ excitement/ fear. I was almost afraid that my body of being possessed by some demon or something crazy like that. So I told myself to be calm, don't panic, don't move, and I tried tricking myself into believing that "it's working"- "gonna enter a lucid dream, how exciting". But REALLY, i was kinda freaked out, and told myself to take deep breathes and not panic and I eventually felt the sensation slowly release me, dull and then fade away.
I don't know what it was, but I feel like I must have been on the brink of something, only I screwed up by being so scared.
And I don't really know what that was all about?
And what can I do next time if I were to try it again?
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