well I tried to wild last night but I'm not sure at all. Once I start trying to wild I concentrate on breathing and count. I get to the point where I only feel numb but I am not sure whether this is any signs of sp half sp not sp. And if it is why can't I even try to enter the other stages. Is it normal to start having your muscles spasm and my feet flex forward as in plantar flexion. Am I even close at all? I feel numb immediately but false I could move if I want to even after 40 min of just laying there.