I'm new this forum but I'm definitely not new to lucid dreaming, being able to control my dreams, or OOBEs. I’ve probably been able to control my dreams since forever, although I didn't attempt any control until I was about 8 years old.
I had been having a reoccurring nightmare from about age 5. I dreamt I was in a terrible fire and that I was in bed, just lying there as the flames closed in (there was a picture of Jesus on the wall at the foot of the bed that would never burn). It was really very scary for a kid that age…for someone at any age.
At age 7 or 8, I just decided that I didn't want the fire to be there and I made it go away. Since then, I've had maybe 2 nightmares because I always know I’m dreaming so as dreams start to go down the scary road, I simply change its course or “re-wind” and alter the outcome. My dreams are kind of like a movie and I'm the director. I’ve had thousands of LDs. One thing that I am not able to do is to decide that I’m going to dream. At least not yet!
Also, (I don't know how strange this is because I haven't read too many posts yet) depending on the dream I can awake laughing, crying...often if I fly or drop I awake with that feeling in my stomach like I just got off of a rollercoaster.
I have OOBEs on occasion, but I can’t yet “decide” to do it. I haven’t had the courage to travel farther than the room I’m in, but after looking through some of the post here I think I’m ready to travel a bit.
It’s amazing to finally know that there are other people out there that have had the same experiences. I was always hesitant to talk about my gift because I thought people would think I was nuts! I'm really, really glad that this forum exist.
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