I know this is probably different from person to person. But to me, when I awake into a lucid dream (mine always occur with a false awakening), I feel heavy and kinda drunk. I find it very hard to lift myself out of bed, and kinda stumble a little bit.
Just last night I had a mini LD, about 30 seconds. It occured after a rather short nightmare, and a series of 5 false awakenings. The first 4 where just vivid, no control over my actions really. I just kept waking up in my bed, and talking to my son, or petting a family pet laying with me that I no longer have. I guess these things just triggered my mind that I was dreaming, and I would force my eyes open to another FA(back in my bed).
After 4 of these I could conciously tell I was still dreaming, and instead of forcing myself awake, I thought to myself screw it I'm gonna have some fun with this. I forced myself to sit up out of my bed, which was quite hard, I felt like I weighed 500 pounds. I kinda staggered my way towards my bedroom door, paying no attention to my dog laying in the doorway (who I haven't seen in years). As I was walking I thought to myself I need to try to make an object, something simple. Then I did it. I held out the palm of my hand, which was covered in black spots and appeared like it had a flashlight pointed down on it, and concentrated on forming a pyramid on it. It had just started to materialize, then I woke up, for real this time.
I was so pissed. I never made it out of my room. I wanted to make it out of my house, cause that's when things get real interesting. I love LDing. It used to scare the hell out of me when I was a kid, because I had no idea what was happening, and noone believed me.
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