Hello,
my name is justan, and i am 18.
recently, i have been having dreams, and flashbacks? so to say i guess, of 3 events of my life.

the first being, my birth, me and my mother were almsot lost ( this is the one i see the least )

secondly, my ex, i keep having dreams about her, but its very different, i notice more detail then in real life of the surroundings and atmosphere, but i still know the majority of the message she says. this happens, and i do not know it is a dream, and i wakeup, thinking it was a previous day, kind of like, i forget everything inbetween when we parted, and the dream, for instance, i woke up one morning, having drempt, i got engaged to her, so i woke up, went to the phone to call her, and my mother asked who i was calling, i said my fiance, and she looked at me weird, and that is when i realized it had been a dream.

the 3rd being, after the second one, and another dream ( its different everytime usualy around current timeframe, but different outcomes of now )
i get thrown into a dream, everything is dark, i see things moving but there far down, i hear voices, upwords to 4 proboly, and they are very muffled.
i wake up, and i am dreanched in sweat like someone poured water on me.

these are causeing me to become worried for my own mental health, because their are times where i sit here and just listin to music and think about them.
its very disturbing and i hope someone can help me find the root of this.

thank you very much,
Justan