I've been having really wierd dreams lately, but most involve an ex-boyfriend that died recently and I can understand them (or my emotions that triggered them at least). But I woke up a few hours ago to a very chilling dream that I can't believe entered my subconscious. It's actually beginning to worry me so much that I'm scared to go back to sleep. But here it is:

One of my best friends has a 19-month old. She's bright and I consider her my niece- I absolutely love this little girl! In my dream, the little girl, we'll call her "Sally", had been lost for about half of a year. No one had any leads and everyone was starting to get extremely worried. One day, my friend, my mom, myself, and other people I couldn't identify decided to go on a trip to "get away". Well, we begin to rearrange seats in my mom's car in order to accommodate everyone. As we did so, we found Sally's remains. She had been squished somehow. It was somewhat graphic but not true to how such an incident would be in reality. There were just a few remains- mainly eyes, hair, and flesh stuck to the seat. Cassie didn't see it, so I asked for one of the unknown people to take her away while we cleaned it up (why wouldn't I tell my friend that we found her dead body?!) My friend then became very physically sick (although I remember thinking that it was because of her emotional distress). She later became inconsolable. We did find something that could help her. She started out in the fetal position, but soon that did not work. She was only able to stop crying if she acted as if she were in labor (like reinacting her only child's birth). I had to grab one of her legs and she had to constantly act like she was pushing. Nothing graphic about this- she wasn't nude or anything like that. That's when I woke up.

I don't know why I would be having a dream like this. I'm not a violent person, and I usually tell the truth. I remember thinking that I may have been the one to unknowingly squish Sally, but was not for sure.

I wonder why it would come out in my dream that I accidently killed one of my most loved ones...? I'm so confused and cannot sleep. If anyone can help, please do! Feel free to ask me any questions regarding my circumstances as well. I am truly creeped out by this and need to get to the bottom of it!