Hello people Im new to this stuff about lucid dreaming and such but I got a big problem I wanna have lucid dreams but here is my problem.
Im really scared for getting sleep paralysis, FA (just the thought makes me scared to wake up and in a dream again and people said that it can happend like 20 times and I would freak out and I heard some1 that had it that said he couldn't wake up or move and he started to se things, Im also afraid for the dream world... I don't like creepy things like if you dreaming and then maybe a DC coming after you and trying to do something to you or everything turns dark and such. The monsters that may come and freaky guys just looking at me and such.
So Im pretty much afraid for most things.
I heard that if you are afraid bad things will happend in the dream so you get even more scared...
I allso it was a time since I last remembered a dream when I did there was np then but now I dunno if I wanna have them again becouse Im afraid to fall into such things as FA and the dream world.
Maybe gonna try make a DJ but I dunno.
Maybe I should wait with this untill my fear goes away or try to do it and confront the fear?

What do you guys say? Is this hopeless or should I try?
I think it would be really fun to remember my dreams again and have lucids but the fear is blocking me
I even have a little hard to sleep on night becouse Im afraid that I will get SP.