does this mean I am getting close to having a real lucid dream?

Last night (apparently I was dreaming in my dream). In this dream I said "this isn't right, it's must be a dream". Apparently I got too excited and woke up though.

But come this morning when I woke up for real I can't really "remember" waking up from that lucid dream. SO I think maybe I never did wake up but instead I dreamed of having a lucid dream and dreamed of waking up.

Oh this sucks finally so close but it's fake