hello, I didn't know where to put this, so...it is here...
It's something strange, very strange, so I warn you, be careful...
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well, the thing is like this.
it's about visualisation, I will describe the...¿problem?
I visualise something, no matter when, no matter how, I visualise it..
for example a door....
I close the door....
but the door opens itself, I don't control it...
I close the door again..
It opens again!
I blast it !!
the door is there, AGAIN! being opened!
I go to another scene..
The door appears and open!!!!!!!!


whenever I imagine something, the door appear again, but I cannot control it, it's like a sub-conscious action I can't control..:!
but obviously, this only happens if I want, if I want an uncontrollable door...then it happens...I CAN'T CONTROL the door...
so I must forget about the door, and then it's ok..
no matter the object, or the action...It's like I can create something in my head that it has "self-life"....and I can't control it...like a song that repeats in your mind and you hate it...but 10 times worst...

never happened to you???