Hey Peregrinus - Welcome

Nice to have another knowledgeable lady around the forums
I've spoken to my subconscious, and found it to be reasonably unpleasant
I found it quite easy to contact a manifestation of my subconscious, however - I'm sure you'll get another chance, sooner or later

If you have anything you need help with, don't hesitate to IM or PM, k?

It sounds like you're a natural LDer, which is just great. I am too,[/b]
The term 'natural' is a bit overrated IMO (I'm also one)
Like you say, its usually like the lottery
Non-naturals really shouldn't feel unable to compete with 'naturals' - its not such a challenge to become more skilled than a natural IMO