well, i kinda stumbled upon LD recently. i've known about it, but always been a little freaked out about it. i've had one LD and i wanted to wake up. i was a kid. but i'm still kinda freaked out about what happens if i start manifesting evil beings and crazy stuff like that. i guess that's my one fear. but i do think it'd be a trip.

at any rate, to hell with the fear. i think LDing could be cool if i can keep out the scary stuff and make all kinds of good things happen. i wonder if anyone had problems making evil stuff show up?

i've also had sleep paralysis, and it used to happen to me 3 or 4 times a week. i finally went to a sleep specialist because i thought it was a little weird, and they didn't find anything abnormal about me. but it's some fascinating stuff.

i guess i'm just running all over the place with my thoughts. i just want to be a cool member i guess. be accepted. friends are cool, even on a lucid dreaming website.

well, hi.

-jn