She's already been put to sleep. That's what the shelter told me after I contacted them almost a month ago.
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She's already been put to sleep. That's what the shelter told me after I contacted them almost a month ago.
Well, at least she's not suffering. :? I think someone around here from Idaho was willing to take her, and I thought about contacting them but I didn't, thought it'd be unrealistic and I'd just be bothering them. So, apparently I didn't try hard enough. :( I was never sure about anything, even that taking her to the shelter would guarantee death.
Well, I just can't let this go, now that I KNOW I could have done more. I can resist and say "well, I can't change the past" all I want, but that doesn't change my feelings. It's not helping anything.
Crap I didn't mean that. Like you could wake up and drive to Texas in a heartbeat. At least your kitty didn't end up as a stray. The forum shouldn't be judgmental about your decisions, because point blank existentialism dictates that one doesn't know what one would do in any situation, until one is in said situation.
I just wanted you to know that I could help next time. I have family in Paradise, CA. We rescue animals, so I could help maybe.
Oh, no I didn't think you implied anything, it's just myself. You've been very caring and helpful, so thanks so much. :)
Anytime my friend.
I just didn't want to rub salt into the wound
I tend to do that these days
Spoiler for Don't worry about it...just venting...:
Cliffs: Lol, I'm turning fucking evil and hedonistic.
it's ok Link, evil and hedonistic aren't the same thing
don't get me wrong, they're not necessarily mutually exclusive,
however, hedonism is selfish as all get out, I know, but it's only 'evil' if you hurt others, imho
It's just when you live in a society that demands perfection, demands that you be the winner, and when you do reach the status of social, mental, emotional, or spiritual superiority, society suddenly says,
"HEY BRO I THINK YOU'RE BEING A LITTLE TOO COCKY THERE...MIND TAKING A CHILL PILL BECAUSE WE'RE FUCKING JEALOUS THAT YOU'RE ACTUALLY IN A BETTER SITUATION THAN US? MIND TRYING BEING HUMBLE BRO?"
I already learned to not try and please everyone, but just hearing these fuck heads I socialize in real life contradict their ideals with this humility shit, it just makes me want to hurt them mentally. It just sucks, I just want to see them suffer. I want to see them go bat-shit crazy and just watch them die.
I hate how previous generations that are still alive still try to pass on the same ignorance to make this society nothing but shit...it doesn't deserve to prosper! I could go on several topics, but I'll just keep those to myself.
I'm only trying to be selfish and evil is because society makes it that way, and it's not about pleasing society either. It's the only way to make a decent living because others are trying to get into the same position of success as much as the other person.
It's just competition that I'm worried about that I have to go over the top to where I have to temporarily dissociate all logic and competence for worrying about the well-being of others. It's just survival I'm worried about. I don't want some dead-end job for the rest of my life, because that will make me think that college is just a bullshit phase that wasn't needed.
I'm surprised not a lot of people see this realization in college lately. College just seems one of those events of life that we're supposed to go through because it constitutes as becoming "educated and considered to being a valuable ASSet to the workforce"
It just feels so fake trying to do well in college. It's not rage either, it just sucks to be pulled into this bullshit.
:facepalm: Why do you bring this up again?
Last time I would have expected you to disagree with what I was saying, or realise I was right. Either one. Just not psycho.
I get the absolute 'everything's going wrong, fml, i fail' feeling. So that's probably why you reacted like that. But I didn't think about that at the time.
:facepalm: You're the one who brought it back up again in a snarky, passive aggressive way, so don't blame me.
Yeah, it was really stressful and I couldn't vent my emotions out (even when I tried) until I got home safe for a day. I'll drop it after this, seeing how you're starting to understand where I'm coming from. I'll just add that there was other crap at play too, like getting lost trying to find my car, worried about getting mugged or raped or something in a sick adrenaline nightmare (it certainly looked shady), confusing feelings of guilt and blame about driving my friend to this party and him not always being there for me or bored, etc. I'm not condoning how I blew up, but I am defending my feelings at the time. You have a cold, ruthless bedside manner too, so just saying. No "glad you're okay and not dead, but..."
If I was at your bedside I'd probably act differently. But I'm not, I see no point in sugar coating anything.
Ok, moving on....
Fair enough.
THAT FEEL WHEN YOU SPEND THREE DAYS ON A PIECE OF WORK AND YOUR TUTOR IS LIKE DROP IT OFF AT 5.45pm SO YOU DROP IT OFF AT 5.45pm BUT THEY COLLECTED ALL THE WORK LIKE FIVE MINUTES AGO.
I hate when my tutors say that sessions are canceled because something came up or that there's a power outage. That means I have to change my tactic when completing other shit, and it just makes me more lazy because they completely ruined my process of getting things done.
Sorry to hear that Xei. :/
destroy that tutor.
I think this is the first time Xei has ever posted a complaint here.
That does sound pretty bad though. Well, it depends. Will it not be accepted at all now?
Well fortunately his antics annoyed more people than just me, so he can't really complain. It's not a serious matter (the only thing that goes towards our degrees are the end of year examinations, we just spend a lot of time doing example sheets for the courses), and he's actually a really great teacher. He should be able to mark the stuff okay tomorrow morning before the tutorial.
Obviously it's just irritating when there was no point in doing hard work. But the deadline forced me to get it done, so now I can make a start on other work and then chill out at the bar tonight, so really it's a good thing.
He just sent us an email saying that one of us could cycle to his house if we wanted and drop the work off. It's a three mile journey in sub-zero temperatures. LOL.
people from dallas tx, like maybe an hour an a half from my hometown, think i'm country.
up town texans, eh dallas? :content: