Biology Lab Practical Exam, Sociohorticulture Exam, and Chemistry 102 Exam Thursday.
You know what? To hell with this! I just want to skip forward and see myself in the future already, there's not going to be anything worth remembering in college anyway, other than me getting excited over the helix structure of DNA and the activation energy of a certain enzyme and blahblahblahblahblahblah!!!
I hate my Biology Professor (the one who lectures, not the TA)....so freaking much. The last exam, I thought I was going to ace it! But he's one of those guys who likes making questions WORDY and has answer choices that go like "this looks like that but is not related to that....this looks like that and is related to that, but isn't like the other thing of herp derp herpa dherpaspafsafksdlf!!!"
Damn it! I don't know how 5 people made 100s on the first exams! I'm also wondering if I'm just wasting time going to the student tutors for exam reviews. The Chemistry one is okay because our professor is actually cool and basically derives content from the book and the reviews she makes.
But this Biology guy, he just fucking...oh my god.....like....gdkjfgjffdffdffgkjkgffgfggffff...g od damn it LOL!!! I'm piss scared of the Biology Exam starting the week after this one coming up. I want to study for Biology but like...what's the fucking point?!?!?
The guy is going to make tricky word play, include random shit like "what's the oldest fossil record in existence?" or something that nobody really cares about. I hope the next prof teaching the same course isn't going to be like him. He's covering the first two exams, and then a lady is going to come in and lecture the final two (and women in this university teach SO MUCH BETTER than the males!!)
Amen to women professors, males just freaking suck.
I just hope these words don't come back to bite me....I feel worthless right now. I could get so much shit done right now, but there's no RUSH at all for me to do so since I have a shitload of time thanks to my schedule that gives me time Mondays, Tuesdays, and Fridays.
And taking my Political Science exam last Friday, I can already tell that I don't even need to go to the lectures because he posts it up on the slides, and the exam review he gives us? lmfao.....this class is a fucking disgrace. I wasted all that time going to lectures only to realize I can just make a study guide for each lecture he posts and just memorize terms off the book? Like really?? And they're talking about this bullshit about students leaving the classroom are just wasting their money?
No, they aren't wasting their money, they realize that if you're fucking putting up lectures online, it would be more efficient to READ them QUICKLY than listening to you ramble on some Political shit for 50 minutes when I can just read through it in 5-10. That gives me more time to study for other things (like the biology lecture exams).
I hate this shit. I know how people go to all their classes until they take their first exam to see how it's like, and I feel so tempted to do just skip all the Political Science class, rote memory all the key events and terms, and just ace that shit without wasting 150 minutes (the class is on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays) listening to your bullshit.
God...the feeling of just not going to class (because he doesn't take attendance of course) is so tempting, but I know something is going to screw me over if I do that.
But then again, I did skip all my Psychology classes and got an A in that class because I just crammed shit and destroyed all the research papers and research hours we had to do.
Am I underestimating my ability to cram shit, and still trying to act like a good little boy and go to every lecture, when in fact I can just memorize and become text-book smart instead of trying to rationalize and see if I can apply the shit I'm reading for real life?
I just want to kick someone in the face...or at least punch my pillow...yeah I think I'm going to do that. Because I'm SO OVER THESE BS LECTURES.
There's this side in my mind that doesn't want to skip lectures that don't require attendance because of some phobia I have....I just can't take it! Why am I trying to be a good boy!!!!
Linkzelda41 is not a GOOD BOY!!! fdjkaggfdAK!@! THERE'S NO POINT IN BEING A GOOD BOY ANYMORE LINKZELDA41. It's either get the A you want quickly or suffer wasting time going to lectures that aren't beneficial.
I know I'm not an auditory type of learner, and yet I STILL go to these fucking lectures! I know I take notes down, but I don't even READ them because I don't NEED to. I just need to read stuff off from the book and ace the exams! But this fucking thought in my mind just doesn't want me to do that! It just loves me doing things the HARD way. It LOVES seeing myself engage in this bullshit...I'm so tired of it!
Why can my mind just create a personality that gets shit done efficiently instead of trying to be the good boy and pretending to be interested in 150 minutes of lectures from one prof a week and another 150 minutes for biology? The chemistry one is the only one I'm leaving as "Go to no matter how boring it is" because there's clicker quizzes that are actually a grade (and they're basically gimme points...so easy, but that's what makes people go to the class).
I just can't get the idea of not going to Biology and Political Science lectures into my mind! I just can't! I know that if I read the objectives online, and just study study study AND STUDY and take those 150 minutes of rambling nonsense into 150 minutes of self-study, I would save SO MUCH stress for myself!
I just fksdfaj screw thislslfalflfl. I hate myself right now. I hate always trying to do the right thing when the worse method is actually the best because it's what ACTUALLY gets results!