Lately Ive been having this urge to drop everything and Leave. It seems to strike me at random moments through out the day and its almost undenable, Once while on vacation I almost walked out of the hotel I was staying in with my family and go into the City. I start to loath the people that know me well and I feel like they are overtaking my life and I want them to go away.

I didn't start having feelings like this until a month ago. When I was with my dad. Ive had Daydream where I venture out somehow get to Maine and from there the UK and onward to Russia then Tokyo and lastly Australia. I know the reality wouldnt be such a simple prospect but I have also sworn to myself that if I find someone that fells this way and want to runaway I would go with them.

I want to know if this is a phase most people go though or is it something different and something stronger

If its of anyone's interest I was reading about my Chinese horoscope (a Metal Horse) and it said that most horses have an urge to escape at some point in there life, it also said that if they did they would be able to adapt easily to there surroundings


IM just asking for you Ideas Oon what's going on with me. Reply if you have a theory or just tell me im crazy im not much in the mood to think about it right now