So sorry for the late reply. I'm just now seeing this.
I don't want to sound condescending, but how old are y'all?
I ask because my first marriage was a nightmare. We married too young and I was exceptionally insecure and he was too proud. We were both too bull headed for our our own good.
Y'all need to have an honest and open talk. Lay your heart, your insecurities, your intuition out there and hope he does the same. Don't accuse. Don't say things like "You make me feel". Simply change it around to "I feel this..."
Don't completely rule out your gut though. Just because you're "paranoid" doesn't mean there isn't some (or a lot of) truth to what you feel.
Some people don't understand emotional affairs. Some people don't consider petting, oral or mutual masturbation to be cheating (my husband was one of them- lol, until I asked him how he would feel if I did x, y or z with some other man
) All of this is where honest dialogue come in.
I hope the two of you smooth things out soon.
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