This morning I have reached enlightenment. Ive been depressed for a long time and was in denial about pretty much most of my life. I felt hopeless and lost control. But today early in the morning I layed in bed and thought about life in general. I saw that I was a tiny fraction of society and that I really am in control of my life, every aspect of it. I dont know if this is due to me being 18 and that I just reached that point or that I took MDMA 2 days ago, and was in a badcomedown effect after it, but I saw the light of day. Im so much happier now and I feel it is a new beggining. Just wanted to share.