Ah, enlightenment. A truly desireable state, congrats. Most people do not reach such a level of contentment uintil their mid 30's. |
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This morning I have reached enlightenment. Ive been depressed for a long time and was in denial about pretty much most of my life. I felt hopeless and lost control. But today early in the morning I layed in bed and thought about life in general. I saw that I was a tiny fraction of society and that I really am in control of my life, every aspect of it. I dont know if this is due to me being 18 and that I just reached that point or that I took MDMA 2 days ago, and was in a badcomedown effect after it, but I saw the light of day. Im so much happier now and I feel it is a new beggining. Just wanted to share. |
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Ah, enlightenment. A truly desireable state, congrats. Most people do not reach such a level of contentment uintil their mid 30's. |
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you must be the change you wish to see in the world...
-gandhi
I know how terribly down and empty you can feel after comming down from MDMA the next day. Usually when the Emotionally Depressing effects wear down I feel like died and reborn. New chances. And life to be ''not so bad after all'' with a big content smile on my face. It is true that MDMA gives these insights. It leaves them behind. Like a gift after the Harsh comedown. Mushrooms do so even more. The fact that you're Maturing in Mind may also lead to Eye opening insights into life. |
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Luminous Spacious Dream Masters That Holographically Communicate
among other teachers taught me
not to overestimate the Value of our Concrete Knowledge;"Common sense"/Rationality,
for doing so would make us Blind for the unimaginable, unparalleled Capacity of and Wisdom contained within our Felt Knowledge;Subconscious Intuition.
Tastey Mushroom |
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