The Last Thread

[ExoByte]

I was tempted to just disappear, and that may have been the best choice of action. But I feel that an explanation for my involvement in the number of events on Dreamviews is in order. First and foremost, this has nothing to do with the number of Staff Resignations lately, nor did my "resignation" have any relation, unlike many of the others, to the events going on within Dreamviews lately, both upfront and behind the scenes. This leave, however, does in part. To start on the Dreamviews related note. This community is no longer the same community I came to love over the years. Things are changing, but in my eyes much for the worse. I strongly disagree with many things going on here lately, both within the former staff and between the members. I hate to say it, but Dreamviews is no longer a community I wish to be a part of. However, in relations to my leave of position on staff, I feel it important to note that I was 'gracefully let go.' My loss of position had no relation to Asher or the current events on DV. It was entirely business, at the time. Personal quarrels and disagreements between myself and staff played a large part, but I bear no resentment to those who contributed in my letting go. It should also be known that Asher personally, recently extended his hand to potentially invite me back to the staff. As you can see, this offer is being refused. There are other reasons for me now taking my leave, good and bad. Such as the fact that things have not been going well as of late. Many may have known about my past family issues that caused me to be absent previously. There was a potential divorce situation, and while they are together again now, things are worse than ever. Because of this stress, I'd taken to going for very long walks each day. However, I recently stormed out of the house in anger, and was not paying attention when crossing the street. Sparing the needless details, I awoke the next day, cut, bruised and casted. I was told I was extremely lucky, and I don't doubt that for a second. Heh, I've currently gained the nickname "House" because I'm stuck using a cane for the next month or two at least, as well as my general attitude towards things. On the good side of things, I've been getting a lot more involved in a lot of things here in the real world, including politics. I'm doing work in politics at a few levels, ranging from simple student politics in school, to the municipal level, as well as even beginning helping out at the provincial level. Actually, I'm not quite there yet, but its a work in progress. Its a lot of work, but it feels good, and it gives me an excuse to be out of the house and it makes me happy. All in all, even if I wanted to stay here on DV, I no longer have the time for it, and I see no reason to even attempt make time. I may pop in from time to time over the coming months and years, and I may sit back and watch DV change from the Anonymity of being a "Guest" user. But I am no longer a part of this community, and so I say Goodbye. Good luck DV.

[Jdeadevil]

Hope I still see you on Msn.

[Mes Tarrant]

I do wish people would stop publicly putting DV down so much. There are still a lot of people who love this place, no need to ruin it for everybody with your own opinions. I haven't seen many people go about it in a constructive manner. Aside from that, good luck with everything man. Let me know if you ever want to talk about anything! See you around.

[Siиdяed]

Being constructive is dull. Cynicism is by far the more exciting. It shows that we aren't mindless and do question things. That I'm still here shows that I still see some hope in DV's redemption, and potentially that I try to help better it myself, regardless of what I might say. I have nothing but respect for you, Exo. I wish you well in your political ambitions, from what I've experienced of you I suspect you may have some talent for it.

[Xox]

Good luck with everything that you do Exo. You will be missed.

[Adrenaline Junkie]

Well Exo, its sad to see you leave i must admit and i wish you all the best with things, i know things can be hard and i wish you all the best in the future years to come. I do agree, change is something this place needs big time, and to be honest with you i think its going to take a while before it happens as some people fail to see some of the problems that have occured in this community. I was going to go quietly, but recently i have been rethinking my place on here and to be quite frank, i don't like the way things are going nor do i like the way i have let situations that i have self caused get out of control over the months. I actually decided properly last night, but i am still waiting for deactivation. No offense to those members who i do get on with, but i'm not wasting my time anymore, this place isn't the same anymore, i do feel something for DV, and maybe i'll return when i feel that it is in good shape, but until then, i can only wait. But i digress, this is Exo's thread, not mine, i've said enough already, so i apologize.

[Clairity]

Exo, first.. I'm very glad you weren't seriously hurt. Secondly, I think it's great that you found your passion (politics) and I wish you much success in those endeavors. Thirdly, I respect whatever decision you make about your involvement (or lack of) with DV. And lastly, you know how to reach me if you ever want to talk.

[Man of Steel]

A few things I'd like to say here, Exo. First, I sure am awful glad you weren't killed. I know what it's like to be so mad you just don't pay attention to your surroundings; you get tunnel vision. Do try to be more careful next time. I do hope things get better soon with your family life. That stuff can really mess you up. Second, House doesn't have an afro. He also wouldn't have made this post, he'd have just disappeared, and not answered his pager or telephone. Eventually Cuddy would have sent Foreman and Chase after him, and he'd have answered the door on his way out to get a bite to eat. Third, politics are bad. Get out. ...yes, I'm kidding. I personally loathe politics, but if that's what floats your boat, then go for it. Fourth, I'm gonna miss you. I know a lot of others will as well. You've always come across as a very intelligent, mature individual with a good sense of humor and mad skills. I respect you, man. So go well, Exobyte! Know that we'll always welcome you if you decide to pop back in at some future date, though.

[Jdeadevil]

Umm, Exo, I would like to sing a song for you for your leaving.... Were no strangers to love You know the rules and so do i A full commitments what Im thinking of You wouldnt get this from any other guy I just wanna tell you how Im feeling Gotta make you understand * never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you Weve know each other for so long Your hearts been aching But youre too shy to say it Inside we both know whats been going on We know the game and were gonna play it And if you ask me how Im feeling Dont tell me youre too blind to see Give you up. give you up Give you up, give you up Never gonna give Never gonna give, give you up Never gonna give Never gonna give, five you up I just wanna tell you how Im feeling Gotta make you understand

[Identity X]

Good bye and good luck, Exo. I'm wondering if you keep your promise as well as I did This is my last post, indeed.

[suttsman]

Well, at least you were honest about it. Hate to see yet another user go, but it's your decision.

[nina]

I'm glad you weren't more seriously hurt. Take care Exo...and I'm sure I'll see ya around.

[ClouD]

Good fortune to you.

[[SomeGuy]]

I do wish people would stop publicly putting DV down so much. There are still a lot of people who love this place, no need to ruin it for everybody with your own opinions. I haven't seen many people go about it in a constructive manner. Seconded. I love this place, and I havn't noticed any of these OH-SO-HUGE problems anyway so... Good Luck Exo, and farewell, my unmet friend.