Well it's been 8 months, and by a memory i trust not a single concrete lucid dream yet. Come close once, but no control. My mind is telling me it's because almost all this time focus has been on AP/Obe, which have brought some good results after alot of hard work and studying. It's been more like an experience rather than a sucessful run. As in i still can't really meditate that well in comparison to others, or get in trances as quick as i should be able to, but alot of bad techniques and habits have been flushed out, and self improved ways of getting into different states of mind have developed.
So hopefuly this famine of LD's is because of the focus on other stuff. Since the arrival of new DV things have changed, and no longer is my intention of anything but trying to LD. New Dj will start, RC's more common, but upmost the, 'is this real' state of mind will be happening alot more.
To put it in perspective, it's like being a really enthusiastic baseball player, who can't play at the moment as they're not good enough, or don't know all the rules yet, and therefore can't play on the team. But you know sh*t happens and that's the way things will be, rewards from hard work are always better when ever there has been a road of great difficulty to get there.
How else is everyone oput there doing in regard ot dreaming? Having good results, or not getting any from lack of effort?
I thought at the end of the day you get what you paid for, and maybe just being in relation with all this LD discussion is not enough, and focusing on other stuff isn't enough also, it's the full monty or no show. 
Time to start dreaming where i can actually finish that fantasy dream with full control, hehe can't wait.
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