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Driving home, in the dark at 7:15 pm no less than 2 hours ago, i dug into the deepest thoughts of living/life and 'being'. As much as can be described, most can only be felt, but what i thought made me cry inside, cry like never before, feel like never before. This never stops, whatever will happen from now never stops, nothing can ever stop, anything you can think of being after this, is forever. Think of existence as a channel on tv, that is the only channel. Being alive is all we will ever have?Being alive, forever, non existant, forever, eternity. Life/living/existing never ever ends, there is eternal 'something'. Is this all there is, life. This is all we actually are. Life or nothing? |
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Yeah, I thought about this. |
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Driving home at night, what a time to contemplate the cosmos |
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In this crazy world if they don't consider you mad, then you have no confirmation of your own sanity, do you?
Imagine if this crazy world thought you were sane?! Oh my God, worst nightmare!
-David Icke
I think about that all the time. Glad to know I'm not alone. |
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well yeah its like you never chose who you would become because you werent anybody when you were created. Its like anything you do now, theres a forever ahead, and you cant stop that, but well anybody who has you on record like pictures or data on you can look back at you... there is no privacy. Or they can dig up your bones and tell everything about you... thats why i need to become Uber famous and people will look back and say: wow what a Uber awesome person. Or not... i should just die right now. wait no. Ill do something fun and die a natural (or non-self-inflicted death). Its like i dont wanna be just like everybody, like grow up, get a job, and then retire and die, i wanna do something more. I wanna create something, be of good use... like inventing.... or something... well i dunno its like ive got a whole life ahead of me and i can do anything i want and nobody can get me in trouble. Of course i wont do anything that will affect other peoples normal-being like murder, but well yeah ill like build a freaky house thats like no other, ill maybe make it on the moon, and ill live in almost zero grav but be isolated from everybody but still.. (inventing, inventing) while everybody else just is just a slave to society and... oh god im probably boring you... |
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p00p, put down the crack pipe |
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In this crazy world if they don't consider you mad, then you have no confirmation of your own sanity, do you?
Imagine if this crazy world thought you were sane?! Oh my God, worst nightmare!
-David Icke
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I have been getting that feeling too often recently. That is part of what I couldn't deal with in these past few days. I have just had too many thoughts and emotions that are so intense that they involve body, mind and soul. And they hurt...in every single aspect of the word. You feel your whole existance hurting and you feel more alive than ever, and at the same time I know I am not. It's really hard to describe but I think I do know what you mean. It's funny how many times I have gotten this feeling yet I still keep on digging up truths and philosophising till I get it again, and I feel completely drained once it's over. One would think I would know better now... |
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If I hadn't made me
I'd be more inclined to bow
Powers that be would have swallowed me up
But that's more than I can allow...
I know exactly how you feel about that Awaken. I also do not like to think that I'll never see my friends and family again, i hope it's really not like that. We'll be able to understand why, but that is when the time comes. This is all a Journey and everyone we meet in this journey will meet again but in a different state of mind? |
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YES YES YES I always thought about this loads of times and i felt that i woz the only one who ever thought about it. i'm glad i know im not alone! i know how it feels! |
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In this crazy world if they don't consider you mad, then you have no confirmation of your own sanity, do you?
Imagine if this crazy world thought you were sane?! Oh my God, worst nightmare!
-David Icke
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well shite! i thought i was the only one thinking about this stuff.. |
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Neither. His lack of will and foresight killed him. |
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In this crazy world if they don't consider you mad, then you have no confirmation of your own sanity, do you?
Imagine if this crazy world thought you were sane?! Oh my God, worst nightmare!
-David Icke
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p00p I'm glad you've chosen not to use drugs. I used to be a really hardcore pothead but these days it's just on occasion. I'd rather have dreams, decent lung capacity, and the will to stay away from doritos and chocolate for more than 2 days. |
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In this crazy world if they don't consider you mad, then you have no confirmation of your own sanity, do you?
Imagine if this crazy world thought you were sane?! Oh my God, worst nightmare!
-David Icke
We are here forever, conscious or not. There is no end, existense is eternal. What are we going to do to keep us occupied for ever? Think about that, it may take a few minutes of hard thinking, but you will know once you got the right thought once your chest hurts. |
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Yeah it's scary to think that there's just *nothing* after death. I think the hope for an afterlife is what keeps a lot of people sane. And there's at least a little bit of evidence of something after death, however trivial (NDE's, OBE's, AP). I'll hold onto hope for that |
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In this crazy world if they don't consider you mad, then you have no confirmation of your own sanity, do you?
Imagine if this crazy world thought you were sane?! Oh my God, worst nightmare!
-David Icke
The afterlife has been a burdening topic, I look back at the absurdity of how it's usually perceived by people, including me. |
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naturals are what we call people who did all the right things accidentally
Well aside from becoming depressed from philosophy, it does have its positive points. For instance, you stopped fighting over religion. I've come to that conclusion as well, that there's no purpose in fighting over that which we cannot concretely prove. It's also given me a new wonder about life, and a new sense of enjoyment towards it. It's not necessarily that I'd be going out and doing things I otherwise wouldn't have done, but that which I DO take part in, I have a new appreciation for. I dunno about you, but I've basically just let go of most of my hate and fear - I no longer live wondering when I'm going to die. I used to, and it bothered me. I also don't hold grudges over trivial things - the guy in front of me on the road, who takes a few seconds extra when the light turns green, I give him a polite honk and we're on our way. No biggie. And if I'm ever in a crash where it's not my fault, I'm not gonna lay the guilt trip, I'm gonna ask if everyone in the other vehicle is OK first and foremost - provided I'm not dead |
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In this crazy world if they don't consider you mad, then you have no confirmation of your own sanity, do you?
Imagine if this crazy world thought you were sane?! Oh my God, worst nightmare!
-David Icke
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