This nightmare freaked me right out any help welcome

[julie32]

Ok,so ive been able 2 lucid dream since i was about 4 im now 32 so im quite experienced any time i want out i shout wake up or hit my head against something in the dreamland,but OMFG last nite i had a lucid nightmare but not your normal sort i knew what i ws doing and even tho i delibretly kept triggring the bad shit i couldnt control or wake up. The dream was some of my kids were lost and then i found them but i knew sumthing was messin and then they werent there(i made myself wake up but i didnt i was still in the dream)..Ok i said i need 2 wake up but it felt like something really bad and evil was messing with my head when i did eventually wake up i was a nervous mess 4 about an hour. This is 24 hr l8r and im still scared 2 go 2 sleep i feel like this dream/evil trying 2 make me mental.Any help wud b helpful and btw i am of total sane mind with no prob s or issues so wtf was that all about.Ive had freaky dreams b4 even in1 my son died in the bath but he was fine and this has made me mental and not want to sleep.

[julie32]

please sum1 with exp give me sum clue wtf is going on

[julie32]

So take it no1 knows wot im on about or how 2 help me

[Baron Samedi]

Well, firstly, please type in proper English. A bunch of run-on sentences with words like "2" and "l8er" just make your post confusing and hard to read. I did take the time to read it, but I don't really understand. Please write the entire dream down from beginning to end.

[livingcolor]

If you say you kept triggering the bad stuff to happen and now you're afraid to go to sleep, don't you think you maybe have just jynxed yourself here? If you were trying to trigger negative things, maybe you got caught in a loop where you lost your dream powers because that is what manifests in order to make the bad stuff worse because your original intent... yada yada. Maybe?