Thread: Story of a Spirit

Well first of all..this was one of the most vague LDs I ever had in my life..but it probally means something..so any interprets are welcome..

I found myself lucid all of a sudden(as I mostly do) in some kinda grassy fields, there was nothing but grass..so I had no option but to go and fly..for miles and miles..I dont know how long it lasted, but then there was this big building..it mostly looked liked some kinda temple.
When I took a closer look at it, it seemed a temple of some sort indeed, it seemed old, like a ruin.
I felt extremely drawn to what was inside of the temple, I dont know, I didnt sense any force, or danger..so i decided to go into the temple.Inside it was a even bigger mess then the outside, it was all old and ancient..but there was something amazing about it all..it looked like a temple will al kinds of religions..i reconized buddhism,hinduism, even a few crusifix..and some weird statue style I never saw before, perhaps some nature religion..

It was a close space, I walked around, I could smell its ancientness(if thats a word) , it was extremely vivid..even for myself. I closely observed some carvings..but couldnt make sense of it. Then suddenly there was this man, he looked young..but had grey hairs, the thing that freaked me most was his eyes, pure white. He was wearing some kinda amulet..mostly reminded me of yin yang..but deformed.

He aproached me..I wasnt not afraid of him because..i dont know. There was something about him, familiar..he reminded me of myself in someway...dont know. My astral self has white/silver hairs aswell. He asked me out of nowere if I would like to hear a story..I was surprised by his sudden word but ive seen weirder and I knew I shouldnt ask questions..so I told him that would be very interesting.

Now comes the vague and interesting part..as soon as he started telling the story..I could hear his voice telling..but I also saw the story happening, I was no longer in the temple and I could not feel my body..I cant 100% recall what he said, but I noted down most of it imidiatly when I woke up..he started telling. the things in " " are his words, the other stuff is my comment

"I used to be a warrior..a guardian.."
What kind of guardian..I wonder
"Me and my fellow guardians where traveling"
The images started apearing..I saw several people walking somewhere, they seemed mysterious and..magical..they seemed like a LOTR fellowship..but way diffirent. They seemed ancient..and futuristic at the same time. I saw them walking for a while, until he continued.
"One day, we encountered a titan of unknown power..."
The images went on until the group encountert some humanoid kind of giant..orge..big, I dont know what it was, but he wasnt like an ugly giant..more like a greek god or something.
"That battle we fought there would be my last..over there."
I didnt understand what he meaned..the entire group attacked the titan, a weird kind of battle errupted. The titan was smacking aside the entire group with easy, several of them summoned some weird kind of creatures..they fought along. The battle went on for quite a while..the titan was clearly having hte upperhand.
"He was powerful indeed, but know that the universal laws correct everything"
I was like.. ?????? at that point the titan rushed into some building nearby, it was also a mix between ancient and present style..it had glass(like) windows. One person followed him inside as everybody else seemed KO, I assumed it was my story teller. I saw him assault the titan inside, he used some marshall arts like tricks on him..but got knocked on the ground..the titan picked him up like a baseball and tossed him away.
"see for yourself"

Suddenly, I felt this weird feeling and I heared a crazy noice and then I was there, I fet myself flying trough the air, and then crashing trough a window. I felt the pieces of glass cut me up, they where xtremely sharp for glass.. The pain was very very real indeed. But I was to amazed to pay attention to it. I rolled trough the grass and then got up again, ignoring the pain. I was now in the middle of it all.
The other guardians where setting up some kind of weapon, they yelled something, and I knew they needed time. I was in control of my body but somethign inside of me made me help them..but then the titan came outside again,laughing.

I saw him beat up several people and trow them away like a rag doll. Something just made me really pissed, I cared for those people for some reason, they where all so familiar..so I rushed at the titan and jumped on his head/neck. For some reason I still had some of the powers I have as my astral person, and I trew some chi into his face. But he didnt seem hurt and he rammed me away up in the air, his attack was devistating and I felt blood everywhere, and then saw..I was bleeding all over and severely injured. And damn it hurt. The titan attacked the other guardians again and then something just snapped..I remembered everything! But I cant remember what I rememberd! But I had to stop him!
I was blinded in rage and rushed towards him and leaped on his back and gave him so more chi in his head, the giant started to glow in some weird kind of energy..then so did I. Silver colored energy. Or was it grey..cant remember. Everything was weird, the world around me blended and fused like a painting or molten glass..it was like the world was about to fall apart. I dont know how long this strugle went on..but then I heared this sound..high pitced..and then it was over..I was falling on the ground..clothes all ripped away..blood..

Then it happened..the most peaceful and grand feeling ever came apon me..i felt I was dieing..even more peaceful was trhe feeling then with the winds of many deaths..(tread)
I heared the mans voice...

"Then I saw the cosmos.."

I felt floating in the nothing, I was pulled/sucked away..i saw all kinds of colors blend with eachother..everything was blending..and stars started to shine everywhere..the stars light consumed the colors..and then it was dark, it was outer space..or something..I floated in outer space, stars,explosions..wormholes.. I floatesd trough it all..I heared voices..and a peaceful sound I cannot describe..I felt myself become one..with everything. The stars moved along me..everything did, it all moved it moved along with me..or I moved along with it. I felt so ..one, part of the greater thing, I felt connected to that entire space.

Then I heared weird music..but so beautiful..inside my head. It was like, I cant describe..I cried. My tears fusing with the everyting..then I started to disapear..and me became that everything..I felt a feeling of absolute truth..then in my head was the one person..I care most for..it fused with me..and I fused with everything..I became a star.
I was the star, an I floated trough the universe, like a bird. I saw a man in a some sort of spaceship..he was wearing a fancy uniform and he was laughing and crying...he looked like me..I dont know what that means..

Then suddenly I saw glimps of the temple and grey haired man, he smiled. Then I woke up..and I cried..I dont know..I laughed and cried like the guy in the spaceship, I dont know it might not seem that special but to me, I think this most definetly meaned something..

Like I said..any interprets are welcome..it definetly means something I think..