Tonight i've experienced something I forgot about for a very long time.

After 2 hours of tossing and turning in my bed, a thought appeared in my mind : "Why dont I WILD now?" Indeed, next second I've experienced the rush of WILD onset !
I quickly entered a fairly long LD followed by a FA. Then I woke up again.

Without hesitation I decided to do it again. Not sure how, but I've induced second WILD by thinking of my desire to enter it. This time I've decided to do something out of OOBE books - I tried doing a backflip through my bed while entering WILD.
Surprisingly enough, after 2-3 attempts I found myself falling through the darkness. Next I've entered an absolutely alien lucid dream where I was suspended in a cube of bubbling water with some creature guiding me...


Last August, at the peak of my LD performance I've experienced same thought appearing in my mind : "Why dont I lucid dream now?" I'm sure that thought wasnt a product of my logical thinking, it just appeared out of the blue!

Strangely enough, that thought had tremendous influence - I felt kinda baffled - Indeed, why dont I just lucid dream now? And I did....

Normally, if you think about something like this there's a part of you that doubts that it will happen, but here there was no such resistance...