I had my first LD in about 9 months, my last was in an office for about 3 seconds. I was in my room, but there was a sheet over my bed (like a childs fort) and there was (i think) a couch infront of my tv. I realised something wasn't right but I wasn't sure. Then I looked at the phone and I realised the crack in it was in the wrong place and I realised I was dreaming. So, I tried to put my thumb through my hand and it didn't work but it felt kind of rubbery and kind of pushed through.

So, i looked around and it was kind of blurry so i said clarity and rubbed my hands together but it kept getting worse until it all became black and i think i woke up for a second, then fall back asleep and i don't remember the rest of the night.

My problem is that even though, i was doing things i would do if i was lucid, i remember me tihnking why i did the actions and how they should work but i was only kind of aware that i was dreaming. it kind of feels like I was just dreaming about being lucid. But im not sure if that's because it was blurry and short and probably semi-lucid or I dont have a good enough dream recall yet.

Can someone tell me why this is or what I can do to fix it? any info would be appreciated.