Thread: Access Denied

I had a very interesting lucid dream last night that I've been pondering over all day.
The dream started when I was alone in my house on a night. A car pulled up outside and someone knocked on my door. I can't recall exactly what happened but a man and a woman tried to get into my house. Whilst the woman distracted me the man tried to sneak round the back of my house. I'm a very paranoid person so I tend to have these panic dreams a lot but tonight I realized I was dreaming. I let the woman in and said they could take whatever they wanted, nothing was real. She looked confused by this. I walked off down my street and remembered several things I wanted to do.
"Change the colour of something"
I changed the colour of the sky. I looked up and thought I want it to be bright green and so it was. I then thought I want to to be bright red and it was. It then automatically changed itself into normal daytime.
I did a few other small things as well as I walked down my street but then I remembered a big one.
"Go and talk to Scott"
Now I have mentioned on a post before that I have psychosis and therefore I have hallucinations. One of my hallucinations is a guy called Scott who I see and hear. For ages I have tried to communicate with my subconscious to try and understand who he is and why my brain has created him. I began to run to the end of my street saying that when I turn right into the next street he will be there. As I turned I saw him but he was incredibly blurry. In fact there seemed to be a wall in front of him that was very blurry. For anyone who has played an Assassins Creed game it was like when you get to a point where you can no longer continue. I approached the wall and tried to push it but nothing happened.
I thought to myself "I want to know who Scott is" and then the words Access Denied flashed up in front of me. Feeling like I had failed I woke myself up.

Now this is very interesting for me. I have many theories on who and what Scott is and why and how he came to be. I have spent loads of time with him in dreams and this is the first time I was unable to. I thought it was interesting that my subconscious was denying me access when I tried to ask questions about him. Perhaps I am not ready to know yet, whatever that really means.

Ooh that sounds really interesting. Congrats on getting lucid btw!

That's a really great thing that you're finding a way to figure out what and why your subconscious chose to let you experiences those hallucinations. And it's quite funny that your dream denied you access.

My tip would be to just demand more firmly what you want. Maybe imagine some fancy scene where Scott would appear inside a circle on the ground and won't be able to escape. That way you could have him trapped (though it's not the friendliest approach haha) Or you could just go along with your subconscious and let it be. If it doesn't want you to know, it's probably not time yet

Cheers!


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Thanks. I will try this next time I get lucid. I'm still a novice at dream control and usually come to the conclusion I've failed when something doesn't work the first time and I wake myself up. I suppose such a big question would take quite a lot of control and awareness as well. Will have to keep practicing.

Originally Posted by MRH92

I let the woman in and said they could take whatever they wanted, nothing was real.

Amazing, Last time I remember, there was a guy he told me to call my mom, even though I was lucid, I went back in my house, called my mom and left to explore the world.


You can Demand Scott to come to you, You are the one in control, make him appear right in front of your eyes.
Just imagine a DC, then affirm yourself that, he is Scott.

Why don't you try this next time your lucid?

PM me your results.

Get your dream guide to deal with this stuff... unless... plot twist your dream guide IS scott!

Heh, would be pretty cool if he turned out to be my dream guide. I'll keep you guys updated once I manage to find him again.