Hello everybody,
I am a new member. Since my childhood I dream a lot and love dreaming. My dreams kind of dictates my mood during the day.
Just yesterday I started reading about LD, theories and doing RCs. I can say I was determined to have a LD that night although many sources suggested it might take couple of weeks or months in some cases. And I had a LD in my first night :bilss:
Here how it was: In my dream I was on the computer and decided doing some RCs (I guess I really prompted myself IWL, lol). I first looked at my fingers, idk why i didn't check the keyboard, that would be enough, but whatever I decided starting with my fingers. I was even saying to myself I would find them normal again, lol. So my hand was bizarre looking, my fingers were tiny. "OOOOMMMGGG, I am in a dreaaaam, oh yeaaa" I said I was so excited, everything started looking bright and more colorful in that moment. I soothed myself and decided to explore the environment. The place was a stark building, very creepy one. I kind of surmised that the place was a dungeon. I wanted to leave from there and the first place came to mind was a beach. So I tried to change the environment couple of times but it didn't work. I was stuck. I was looking for a door. And I found it. When I was walking there I realized a flock of people behind me were also approaching the door. A giant came nearby me but he was an ally. I pointed couple of shady looking people from the flock to him, and told him to protect me. I opened the door by kicking and after that I completely lost the control of the dream. As you can see I wasn't completely in the control of my dream from the beginning. After that dream went on its course but I could say even though I lost the awareness of the dream, I was feeling really comfortable and confident (It was a stressful and struggling dream). When I woke up I wrote everthing to my DJ. I guess this was a DILD type of LD.
After writing them to my journal, I slept again to have one more. I did have one more. In that dream I was in my school, in the elevator. Elevator's doors were closing and a woman attempted to get in. I opened the doors for her. She was waiting outside and didn't enter. I asked her if she was going to get in. She didn't say anything but just staring. I felt dizzy and decided to check my hands, and viola! Same bizarre hand again I said good, I am in a dream again but let me get out of this elevator first. I touched the door also and it was cold, just like it is IRL. While I was walking everything turned to white and I woke up. I couldn't hang in there. So since I was awake before this dream, writing my first dream to my DJ, this one was a DILD type of LD too?
So it seems I had two LD experiences back to back. Even though they were not complete success, they made me happy 
I have couple of questions:
1)Does Getting lucid in the first attemp show that I am talented in LD? Because I heard some people are naturals and does it easier.
2)What was the reason I couldn't change the environment in my first dream and consequently lost the control and awareness completely?
3)Would it go like this in the following nights? I mean, is it a good omen to have LD in the first attempt for the future?
Thanks for reading my post and answers
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