Just came back to DV after I had this short but powerful LD. In this dream I bumped into the girl I had a crush on for over 9 years.
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We were together at the beach eating scones. I'm pretty good at LD so it occured to me instantly that it wasn't real, but I didn't want to face the reality. In the end though, I decided to tell her. She seemed really surprised. I told her she was just a construct of my mind. She asked if we were together in real life and I told her we weren't. She asked if I was the same as I am in my dream and I told her I am exactly the same. I told her that I've always loved her but she never loved me back. And then she cried.
I'd never seen her cry before so seeing her do it realistically in my dream was just... Indescribable.
We hung out a bit more, and when I was ready to go, I hugged her and told her goodbye. She didn't say anything and then I woke up.
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We haven't spoken in real life for 3 years. I miss her so much. I haven't had a dream as poignant and realistic as this for a long time.
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