I admit it, I haven't really done a thing with LDing for the past 2 months. I was sort of actually ready to give up for a while because my sleep time declines from here on in with summer approaching. But last night, I had my first LD since 2/23 and my 9th overall since I started late January of this year. LDing wasn't on my mind at all or anything and I haven't written in my journal in a few weeks. Now given this, it sort of explains why my control during the lucidity as crappy as it can possibly be and that the RC in the dream was the stupidest RC anyone could ever do but here it is.
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After a bunch of stupid non lucid stuff, I'm standing a couple blocks from my home, alone in 1st person view in the street with nobody else anywhere, as if I'm the only one in the world. I say to myself, "This is probably a dream but let's just be sure" (here comes the stupid RC). I see how far I can stick my pinky up my nose. So when my whole pinky goes through my nose, I conclude it is a dream. From here I try to meditate and float to my house and into my bedroom and this happens with great velocity.

Now from here, control is either very crappy, or I lost lucidity instantly because I can think of a ton of things I'd rather do than what I actually did.

My whole house was dark except for my bedroom so I closed the door because in the past, I was afraid of the dark. So the door keeps opening up because it isn't clicking shut (my bathroom door actually does that. I always have to lift up up and close it). When I finally get it closed, it becomes third person view and I start speaking out loud and explaining to somebody who is never seen in the dream (sort of like on a TV interview) why I'm going through the trouble to open the door. I say if I don't close it, a monster will probably come out of the darkness of the house into my room and try to scare the crap out of me (as I say this, a 20 eyed, multicolored, dragon-like monster comes into my room and roars "OOGABOOGABOOGABOOGA!!!!" and leaves w/out scaring me.

end dream.

I can only assume I lost lucidity after the meditation thing. But sadly, I still don't feel that I can continue on with LDing as of right now.