Well, the day has come. I can't believe I could ever have gotten this far. I always perceived this to be impossible.

I've always had a fair ammount of lucid dreams, with control and quite high vividness... but this just knocks them all down into nothing.

Last night I had a step by step exploration through every landmark in my life up to now; both good and bad. I even saw memories from when I was a toddler, whether they are real or not I could not say.

But in any case, I am now able to visit reflections of my life in my dreams. I can change them and see what might have been the resolution had I done something different.

I've never felt this powerful, aware and full of confidence. Landscapes rearrange themselves at the click of my fingers. It's not like it's full control or anything all that extraordinary, but for me this is such a leap into a new ability.

I want to thank everyone here who has helped me get to this point. I am so proud of myself right now, and I owe it a lot to all of the advice you have given me.