Dear Dropout,
In the second dream where you were greatly confused and disoriented regarding your real and dream personas, well, that was not a lucid dream, not technically, because your confession of such confusion discounts any claim that your had any degree of 'lucid' consciousness. Lucidity precludes confusion... that is what the word means. However, you may have still had a very vivid dream.
You know, sometimes it is good to give the Dream Persona free rein. The mistake that many Lucid Dreamers make, which brings on a spate of False Awakenings, is to attempt to entirely usurp Dreaming away from the Dream Persona.
The Dream you had in which you thought that your Dream Life was Real, well that was an experience where you were entirely identified with the Dream Persona. This is healthy enough. In order to have a full integration of Waking and Dreaming Personas, each Persona must have its share of conscious attention.
This may all sound odd, but to get some verification for yourself, try this experiment -- the next time you are in a dream and want to try something, then ask yourself a simple question, as "How many times have I been at this Dream Location?" I suspect you will be inundated with Dream Memories, and not just concerning that one location, but a flood of related memories which will point to the realization that the Dream Persona has a continuous experience, not just existing during a few minutes of dreaming during REM cycles every night, but having a complete and coherent complex of continuous experiences, much like an actual Real Life, but perhaps even more complete because in the Dream Realms there are so many more possibilities, or so much less that is impossible.
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