Well, lately, some of my lucids have been wasted due to irrational fear. In a lucid, I for somereason think of a nightmare creature, then Im like, "oh crap, why did I think of that" then I just keep thinking about how if I keep thinking about it it is going to work its way into my dream, and I know that it can't hurt me or anything, but I know that it will either scare the crap out of me when I walk around a corner, and/or will make me lose my lucidity.
So, for one example, in a lucid I though about something like that while in my house, and I know that the thing is going to appear. So I am walking around the house thrying to not be to scared knowing I can kick its butt if I dont get too freaked out, and I walk through a doorway and it is on the wall, so It just surprises me, and I lose the dream, but I dont wake up or anything, I have a FA, but I know its an FA, but the thing is standing overme in my bed, so right now I kind of know its a dream, but Im still scared, and I dont really have time to think, so I grab the thing's neck, then I wake up for real.
Anyways, the thing is that I keep accidently turning some of my LDs into nightmares, and its really annoying. Anyone have any tips on what to do, if something like this starts to happen again?
Oh, and btw, don't bother telling my that it is my subconscious telling me not to lucid or something like that, because any comment like that will be disregarded
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