i been getting FA a lot and it seems to be my main way to lucidity, but i have some issues here:


last night, and early in the night, i literally FA'd 10 times in a row. a few dreams were longer and i had more control (broke a mirror with my face, walked into a boxing arena in tighty whities, fingered a girl on a public park bench, ate junk food) but most of them were really short/weird/chaotic and would abruptly end with me in bed again, still dreaming, examples:

first, upon doing nosepinch and finding out i'm in a dream, i find it EXTREMELY hard (physically) to get out of bed. it's like my body is extremely tired and doesn't want to move.

second, when i get out it's dark; and as we know light switches don't work. when it does light up it seems to happen all of a sudden out of nowhere.

third, the weird "retina burn" - my bedsheets are in vision of one of my eyes when i "wake up" and it STAYS THERE as i move around, effectively reducing my field of vision by a lot.

fourth, and this was really weird, was the world (or was it my dream body?) was CONTINUOUSLY spinning counterclockwise, so I couldn't go anywhere or anything. It took tremendous effort to try to slow down this process.