2007-09-05

I spent an hour and a half trying to get to sleep. I did not get to the full sleeping state today, opposed to usual, but I did experience several falling asleep.

In the last occurrence, I felt an intense blood rush in my head, a roaring sound in my ears, with a blinding light — elements that usually are a signal of my changing state. As I felt falling in the air, flipping onwards into space, into the light, I thought : “ Here we go again, this feels so good. ”

My urge to define a starting scenario tricked me out of the dream this time. The blinding light fainted away, leaving everything black. To test my state I opened my right eye, and understood that it was all over, for the moment at least.