Thanks for the info, will try the meditation technique

Wow, salvia with mush? Sounds deadly I wouldn't try it!
I haven't quite given up on mush yet though, for some reason I just feel like I've got unfinished business with it....Will give it up eventually though. As for salvia, I'd love to try it some time. Mush seems to be a really intraspective experience for me - not very visual at all, but very thought-provoking. Kinda helps me get in touch with myself... It really does feel like I've gone somewhere else and have come back to my physical body at the end. I do agree though, if I had to make a choice between drugs and dreaming, DREAMING all the way...But there's no way I'll ever really be restricted from drugs, so for now it'll have to be both Just need my natural progression, can't force myself at this point.