My first lucid dream in...like...EVER without my guide there laying next to me, and I totally blew the opportunity to get up and take a look around my lucid world.

I almost missed the dream sign that got me into my lucid moment, which was actually my mother asking about automatic writing, and sort of prompting me to say "lucid dream". Seriously, if I had missed THAT, I would have been pissed.

I didn't think I'd end up having a lucid dream last night. My cat was a horrible little sljgnlagnlasgln!!! Kept coming to my door, meowing and scratching at it. But yes. I managed to wake myself up at 3am without the need for an alarm, but it took me several hours to go back to sleep because of the cat.

I'm pleased to note that I made my first reality check in my dream, and putting my finger through my palm was quite fun. I was then watching my legs raise up so I could try and roll out of bed, but my vision started to go. So I said something along the lines of "Give me my sight", but instead of that happening, this loud whistling started up, like a kettle. It scared the bejeezus out of me, so I ended up calling for my guide to get me out of there, like an idiot.

I'm not entirely sure that it was him, though. I felt myself get lightly rolled onto my side, but his presence is usually a lot stronger than that. It may have been Jehanne, my female one. I hope it was. I haven't had the chance to meet her in lucid dreams yet.

Ugh. I'm so pissed at myself for blowing that opportunity. Even though I knew that some people experience that whistling, I freaked out anyway. =[

Oh well. Next time, I guess.