Personal Groundbreaking Lucid Dream..

**nightlifedream** · 09-05-2008 05:40 PM

3-3-08 - Normally when I lucid dream, I try to have sex with the first girl around me, because I know there are no consequences to my actions and nothing/nobody is real. If they are willing or not, it's all random. A good portion of the time when I end up attempting to have sex with somebody I have to fight myself from waking up. There have been times though when I made it all the way through. This dream was probably the most vivid..as far as realizing I'm dreaming and being able to stare at an object and details were VERY clear and sharp. It was groundbreaking for me for a few reasons. One being that the way I asked girls IF they wanted to have sex with me...the other being that the 2nd part of my dream I was trying to determine if I was lucid dreaming or not....and finally the quick reaction I had at the end of the dream as I was fading out. (waking up). (Kinda graphic, but I watered it down)

I realized I was lucid dreaming. I was at the mall and decided I was going to have sex with somebody. I didn't want to do it in the middle of a crowd. I grabbed this teenage girl's hand from her mom. The second I started to get sexual with her, she turned into a young child. I immediately freaked out and bailed. I felt disturbed, and continued walking around. Even though, I knew this was a dream, I decided to go about finding somebody to have sex with in a civil manner. There were 4 girls working at a store at the mall (I think it was like Starbucks) I hesitated, but then asked them if any of them would like to have sex with me. They said "no".

I was at Christina's house. I was unaware if I was lucid dreaming or not. I tried to mildly "fade out" to see if I was dreaming, but I was still unsure. I wanted to have sex with her sister, but I wasn't going to pursue anything if I wasn't sure I was lucid dreaming. I wondered why Christina was talking to me, because a few days earlier she said she never wanted to talk to me again and hated me. Some of her family and I put in a movie by Harmony Korine/Gus Vant Saint and there were young men doing sexual things to each other. I didn't realize this is what this movie was going to have in it. So we shut it off, but Christina's dad thought it was funny and he wanted to grab more of the family and start the film over. Somehow it started from the middle and it wasn't that bad. We were on the couch watching the movie and I started "fading out" (waking up.) I realized at that moment it was a dream. I quickly tried to punch Christina in the face as I was "fading out" but I don't think I connected.

**Robot_Butler** · 09-05-2008 06:41 PM

If your goal is to break the habit of having sex in every lucid, I can see how this is a groundbreaking dream. I see special significance in asking the girls if they want to have sex with you, and them saying no. Maybe this is a part of yourself asking another part of yourself if you really want to have sex in your dreams? Maybe you were telling yourself, "No, this is not what I want to do with my lucid time."

Why do you think you punched Christina in the face? Were you mad at her because of things that happened in real life? Or were you frustrated that she and her family were distracting you with sex?

**nightlifedream** · 09-05-2008 07:19 PM

I don't know if I want to break the habit of sex in lucid dreams. It's a lot safer than real life sex, without worries of diseases or pregnancy. However, I can see it's redundant to talk about. Plus, when you talk about taking a character from your dream to have sex with (whether they end up being willing or not) makes you sound like some sort of rapist. Even though it's not real. It's great having lucid dreams, but I usually take advantage of it with the sex thing. When I have lucid dreams, I am not able to do supernatural things (like fly) on comand. Although, I have caught myself dreaming while flying. If I remember correctly, I pretty much have the limits of reality, except I know that my surroundings are not real ...and these aren't real people (even though they have minds of their own and I can't pick what they do), and I know there are no consequences to any of my actions, being that it's all fake. I might have some non-sexual lucid dreams. I'm currently looking back at a lot of my dreams, so there could be some.

The girl Christina is actually a girl in real life that said some mean things to me and we are never talking again, so I was wanting to punch her in the face out of anger at her. haha.

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