dream: i was talking with a guy i used to go out with and we were getting close again, i didnt want it to be a dream, and so i realised it was (i do that alot) - here is a bit of the dialogue i remember! :

ME: We are dreaming i think, but it dosent matter - does it? i like you so much. (close to tears)

HIM: No, its okay of course ill remember this when i wake up and ill come straight round your house.

ME: I'm not at home im at uni, and if this is just your dream, il get a real shock methinks.

HIM: Hmm, i think its your dream actually, lise. sorry.

dream fades
just because i wanted the dream to be real, i had to ruin it for myself and not want to do anything better then kiss that silly guy - like fly or go into space or slide down a massive slide into a pool of mercury.