Last night something strange happened , I still don’t know, and I probably never will.
I went to bed at 03:00, very late for me, so I guessed that my dreams wouldn’t be as vidid as normal, but oh I was wrong.
Of my 11 hours of sleep, I could recollect about 9 dreams, the main reason that I had so many dreams that night was because of my continuing wakening.
3 of these dreams were special, so I will try to explain them.
First dream
I walk alone, behind my school, towards the train station. I never go that way, because I walk to school. My eyes catch something, far far away, its a man in a white shirt, standing on top a building. What is he doing there? Somehow I realize that he can teach me something (lucid at this moment), I must get to him, quick.
I close my eyes, and visualize me flying towards him, when I open my eyes again I’m 20 meters away from where I closed my eyes and flying. 20 seconds, top, it shouldn’t take longer time to get there. Two people comes walking besides me, I look to the left at them, only for a second and then back at the guy with the white shirt. What, he’s gone! Damnit, I only looked a second away and he is gone. Well, I chose to end the dream and I awake, but soon drifts off again..

Red = Me walking
Blue = Me flying
Black dots = People
Green stickman = White shirt guy on building
Second dream
This must be sleep paralysis, it came out of nowhere. Not very much of this short time is in my memory, but I think that SP kicked in seconds after I awoke. 30 seconds after onset of SP I started to “project” my mind. It worked instantaneously, a dreamscape formed, I was in the air flying, over a beautiful place. I was over the ocean, and right before me was some small islands, which looked to be of mostly sand, but with a lot of green plants on. It reminded me of Australia, even though I have never been there. Unfortunately most is vague from here on, I remember flying around for 5 to 10 minutes before the dream ends.
Third dream
This dream started off the same way as the second, in some wierd SP, and 30 seconds after in a vivid dream. This dream will probably be with me forever, ALL my dreams to this date have been with normal colours, no B/W, and no sapia or any kind of "exotic" colours have been in my dreams, until last night. The dream was filled with daunting colours of Golden Red, and they weren’t static as colours normally would, the were swirling all over the place, after flying around for 5-10 minutes I flew high up, above the clouds. I saw a creature, its skin was red, never seen something like that one before, but it was more a glimpse of it, so I’m not sure of what I saw. A couple of seconds after I was “send back to my bed”.
Thoughts on this:
I would like to point out that I have never been sleep paralysis before this, if it was indeed sleep paralysis. I have never WILD’ed before, so this may be my first, though not under normal circumstances.
I have thought of the possibility that my SP and WILD’s were done from a False Awakening (FA), it should be possible, even the sensation of being in sleep paralysis is possible in FA or a dream. The reason that I think it was a FA is because of the brief time that it took to be in a dream, if I already was in a dream, it should be much faster to transition to another dream, than to transistion from waking state to dreaming state. I mean, most of this felt like a rollorcoaster ride, it was just happening without a lot of thought, it just went on. I went with the flow or so to say.
I don’t know what to do with the Golden Red colours swirling and rotating, it is certainly not normal for me, and for others too I guess.
I might all have been one big DMT trip haha.
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