Lucid Dream : The dream i always "dreamed" of !!!!

[terranu1]

This is a dream i've always " dreamed" to have ,,and i'm so amazed that it finally happened, that i feel the need to share it XD Long story short, 7 years ago , when i was in elementary, i was very much inlove with a girl from my class. I continued to love her and even today i ask myself if i still do it like then, but we never had the chance of being togheter, mostly because of me,i never had the guts to tell her. Thing is ,that when we were in highschool, same class, one day she came to me and asked why am i so sad, do i like her ? But back then i was neglecting myself and i had a dental infection wich kept me to silence a while ,so i couldn't say anything and she felt i wasn't alright and went back to her bench. From that moment on, i started to have the same dream , over and over and over... The dream is like this : I'm in the 8th grade, all my classmates are there, some are from highschool some from elementary, old teachers are there, they are teaching, i'm having huge problems with grades like i had back then,and i'm scared . The girl is always there in her bench, watching me,talking with others, but i can't go to her, because my breath is horrible, JUST like in that day when she came to me . The feeling that i'm back there in my 8th, is so real, so powerful, i can't describe how incredible it is, to be there again, to do the same stuff, to see my old classmates and teachers and feel like a 13 years old kid ... I can definitely say that i had this dream for at least 80 times in 4 years and it was the same, EVERY TIME. But, for years, even if i took care of my hygiene and nowadays i don't have anymore the problems i had then, the dream continued to haunt me until few days ago....... NOW COMES THE INTERESTING PART ::: When i had it again..i was there, i saw my old teachers, i was even participating at class, reading stuff from manuals, playing with my friends..and watching her . All the while feeling extremely sad. Only that this time it was a little different. I went to my good old desk and asked a classmate " who's desk is this ? " She answered me that it was a boy named , and she named me. And that the boy is now a scientist ( wich i'm not,but in the 8th grade i was thinking of becoming a great scientist) . She then continued to say that the boy was inlove with the girl ( i like ) and that he keeps haunting her from the future, by continuosly returning to the same moment in time, in the 8th grade, to see her . When i heard that answer i felt very weird. Somehow i was a ghost who was haunting them from the future not past, and forced them to remain there ....WEIRD Then ,after a short while ,somehow i don't know how, i had the guts to get close to the girl i love, and i nicely asked a friend of her who was standing by, to let me stay there . She knew the reason and quietly left . And here i am now, standing on the same chair as her, and my breath is still bad, but not that bad.. I can look in to her eyes, and she's smiling to me. I start to cry ,and i tell her " I love you" . FINALLY. After that she kept smilling ,said she loves me too, but only at that time, not anymore in the present. But it's enough for me. She's hugging me now, and she cries too, i know she's crying because of me. Shortly after that, i woke up and felt veeeeery bad, but somehow happy that i finally got the chance to do it. This is all i ever wanted the last 6 years of my life, a chance to return back in time, and say what i wished so hard to say at acertain moment in the 8th grade ..just this,even if it was only a dream. But this dream haunted me so long, that i'm convinced every time i had it, i was actwally there, back in time and it was all real. It wasn't only an illusion that my mind came up with. THANK YOU GOD ! this was the best lucid dream i had in my life I

[lucidreamsavy]

You must be glad to stop dreaming that same dream over and over again! I'm happy for you that it all ended so good. Just curious, did you see her face?

[killguta]

Great dream! Nice that the "ghost of the past" isn't going to haunt you anymore .

[terranu1]

You must be glad to stop dreaming that same dream over and over again! I'm happy for you that it all ended so good. Just curious, did you see her face? yes..but i knew she was the age she is now, 22 years, not 13 like then . She looked mature and changed..but still her

[Native Dreamer]

wow I really connected to that experience man. Thankyou for sharing, really. Thats all I can say.

[Mawds]

Good story mate! I'm just curious wether you was lucid or not?? If you was lucid surley you could have consiously gone upto her and sorted it along time ago?

[BigFan]

Great story and congrats on resolving your little obstacle

[terranu1]

Good story mate! I'm just curious wether you was lucid or not?? If you was lucid surley you could have consiously gone upto her and sorted it along time ago? I was always lucid in this dream, everytime i had it It was like, everytime i'm there, i know who am i now in the present, what happened the years before.When i'm sitting at my desk, i'm thinking of how time passed and i failed so much at doing the stuff i've wanted to do. I'm there because i need a relief, to go back to the place where it all started...sorta like that. I know that i'm there in 8th because i want to ,but even if it was my dream, i couldn't go close to her. I would talk and play with my old classmates, go outside on the playground, see hundred people laughing, screaming, playing soccer and stuff.. i could jump and start flying..all this stuff . But i couldnt get close to her, it was like a curse Ugliest feeling ..